I Love You. Will You Be Mine?-28

 

Episode-28

Two more days had passed, and she had to go to work the next day.

She called to Abhi’s office number so that she could try to reach him. At that time, a male voice sounded majestic.

"Hello. This is Abhinandan Speaking.".

On hearing his voice, Deeksha jumped for joy to listen to the majestic voice

"Thank God. My Nandan is fine. He has no appetite." she was relieved and thanked God.

But Abhi was shouting "Hello." again.

She managed herself within it

"Hello. Nandan. This is Rathi speaking." she said softly.

"Who is Rathi ??. I don't know anyone like that. If it's a business matter, contact directly at my assistant. Then another thing. Call me Abhinandan." said with anger and he hung up the phone.

The volcano erupted again inside Deeksha. A big earthquake shook her heart.

She told her name as Rathi because he would remember her immediately. But he said he did not know that name.

Is he pretending to be an unknown to me ?? " She got confusion. At the same time, she remembered what the older woman said about him.

"No. not everything will be like that. My Nandan is not a playboy," she said and called back to his number again. He accepted the call again.

"Hello. Nand." she tried to call him as Nandan and stopped to say

“Mr. Abhinandan. This is Deeksha speaking. Don’t  you remember me ?”  She said with a shudder.

The one who heard her voice

"Hey girl. You only called as Rathi before and said. Now you are telling your name is Deeksha ?? Do you know how to play with me?

I do not even have time to play with you. I have a lot of work to complete. Why are you calling me again? Idiot. " He scolded her and hung the phone immediately with anger.

She was even more shocked when she heard that. He did not even remember saying her name as Deeksha.

“Doesn’t he remember, or does he pretend not to know? "She was confused again.

Then she went straight to his head office immediately so that she could meet him in person and talk to him.

Deeksha reached Abhinandan office and informed the receptionist that she wanted to meet Abhinandan. But the receptionist refused and told her that she couldn't meet boss without an appointment. Her boss was in a busy schedule all day today, and she couldn’t meet him.

On hearing that, Deeksha got upset. But she tried to meet him

"Please, madam. I am a Rathi. Tell him that Rathi or  Deeksha has come. He knows me very well. He will definitely meet me."

"Dear Madam. Almost ten girls have come so far like this without prior appointment. Boss is scolding me. I can not go and just ask him like this. Better get an appointment today and see him tomorrow if the boss agrees for your appointment. 

Please fill your details in this appointment form and the purpose of meeting him. " The receptionist handed her a tab and asked her to fill the details online.

Deeksha was about to cry, and tears were getting ready in her eyes about to fall down.

“Is Nandan such a great guy ?? The person who no one was so easily accessible, but he came around to me in Delhi.

Is this one begged me to accept his love and poured me love shower for a week? He told me that I would be his life. How come he does not recognise me? Is it all his drama? “  Deeksha thought with sorrow and returned the tab,  sat on the sofa nearby thinking about her beloved husband.

“What to do next? “  She did not understand anything to think.

She has no evidence that he married her. All the photos taken by the two together have gone with that phone, which was missed.

Suddenly she remembered the chain he wore by his hand on her neck.

“Does he understand if I show this ?”  She got a little hope.

"Yes. This chain is proof. He made me as his wife by putting this. I have to say. It was clear that she was sitting there.

The receptionist told her to leave, but she did not move.

When everyone went for lunch and came back, the receptionist noticed that Deeksha was still sitting there without moving.

The receptionist went to near Deeksha and asked to order a tea for her. But Deeksha refused her offer, and she didn’t intake anything including water since morning.

The receptionist was stunned by seeing her stubborn nature.

At 6 p.m., Abhi had finished all the appointments. By the time he got up and left, the receptionist came near her.

"Madam. Boss will come to this side now. You can go now and meet him as if you just come to that side.

"Don’t mention that I sent you inside to meet. He will scold me. Go as you please." She sent without anyone knowing.

Deeksha got up immediately and thanked her. At the same time, Abhi got up from his seat, wore his blazer and came out of his room. He walked fast in the corridor. On seeing him, Deeksha rushed towards him and stood in front of him.

Two weeks later, Deeksha saw her beloved husband after a lot of struggle and pain. She felt tears in her eyes again while seeing him.  

With a height of six feet, Abhi kept his hand in his pant pocket and looking very bold and manliness. Deeksha was stunned by seeing him and admired without closing her eyes. Her eyes scanned his body in a second. He lost his weight little. But he is the same her beloved husband.

On seeing him, she wanted to run and hug him and leaned on his chest and tell him all the pain she had experienced for these two weeks. Her heart was beating faster.

That even the loss of her father was such an immense sorrow to her. She controlled her feelings and the pain in her mind in front of her mother, unable to say her pain in her mouth as her mother was fully collapsed.

She wanted to lean on her husband's chest and try to get relief from all the pain she had gone thru and wanted to be in his tight hug.

But when she saw him that he was looking at her as an unknown person and researching her top to bottom with penetrating eyes, she could not say anything. Her throat blocked and not able to open her mouth. She is not able to speak anything.

While seeing that girl standing in front of him with tears in her eyes, Abhi face tightened.

“Hey. who are you ?? Why are you standing in front of me?  "Said Abhi in a cynical voice.

The woman who heard it was still shocking. but still convincing  herself

“Na …Na… Nandan... Don’t you know me ?? I am your Rathi. "she said eagerly blinking.

When he heard that name, he recalled that telephone girl and his lips curled in mockery.

“Oh. You are the one who called me on the phone in the morning, right? Did you come in person when you couldn't faint me on the phone ??. Who have you been in so far? “ He rolled his eyes around with anger look.

"Nandan, please," she said with difficulty.

"Hello. Call me Abhinandan," he said with the same penetrating look.

"So. sorry.  Abhinandan. Don't you know me ??. We both met in Delhi." she said eagerly before she finished.

"Look, girl. Many girls come to me and tell different stories like this every day.

They used to claim that I married them and have my baby. How many people come to me and beg like this?.

If I had accepted all the girls, who were admired by my handsome and my status, this time, my house would be a town with those girls.

Look. I cannot believe you and your performance. Go and show your performance to someone else. You will get a little bit of benefit. You cannot make me fool.

Nothing will happen to this Abhinandan. Do you want money,  tell me what the problem is and ask for help. I will throw away the money.

Leaving that, if you say as you know me, I married you like that, I would have thrown away. Mind it. Be careful.  Don't waste my time. Idiot.” he scolded her badly and walked fast from that place.

Hearing this, Deeksha got shocked and grabbed a nearby pillar as her legs were shaking.

The receptionist ran and took her to a nearby room and seated her.

She brought tea to the woman sitting with her head in her hands.

After drinking it, Deeksha was a little relaxed. That receptionist who saw her as sinful

“Madam. It is a sin to look at you. I already told you that you could not approach our boss easily. Many girls used to come and request to meet Boss like you. But he will throw away everyone. I don’t know about your problem. But somehow I like you.

So better you leave him and look for another thing. If I look at your face, it seems like you are a good person. Nothing will happen to the boss. So don’t follow him and do something else. "she said anxiously.

Deeksha listened to it, paid a stare and thanked her and got up and left to her home.

How she came home is the God only knows… 

Parimalam was scared when she saw her daughter coming home in bad condition.

Parimalam was shocked when she saw Deeksha who had difficulty walking with a pale face and eyes.

She has never seen her like this zombie life fanatic. In fact, she was so brave when her father died.

“But what happened now? Why is she looking like this? “ Parimalam asked herself.

She got up fast and held her daughter and carried her and made her sat on the sofa and inquired what happened?

Only then Deeksha understood the situation and her condition.

“She has to protect her mother. She is already depressed. she should not let her mother feel sorrow for her again. ”Deeksha managed herself and smiled softly.

"Nothing ma. I have a slight headache. I put the pill to sleep. Don’t need dinner. You can eat and sleep. "She said and went to her room quickly, fearing that her face would betray her if she did not stop there.

Parimalam also left without further digging her daughter. But she thought what would have happened to her?.

That night Deeksha cried a lot. Her tears fell like a river and soaked all over the pillow.

The next day morning, Parimalam came with coffee and woke her up. She unknowingly wiped her eyes and got up and went to the bathroom and washed her face with water.

She was shocked while seeing her father's face in the mirror.

"What Deeksha Ma? My daughter will not let anything hurt. So is this Deeksha that I brought up ??

If you have any problem, stand up and face it. Then only you are a good and brave girl. Don’t cry like this. Tears will not solve any problem. Be bold and face your life. Dad will always be with you. Don't worry about anything. Dare to think what is next. "he smiled.

Desperate to say "Daddy." his face was yearning to go, and by then, his face was disappearing from the mirror.

Seeing it, Deeksha convinced herself and somewhat clear inside.

“Why should I cry ?? He did not deceive me. He deceived himself.

He's the one who lost because he cheated on me. Let it be. Let it go and let it go and get lost.

He has no place in my life in my mind anymore. Even though he came looking for me, he no longer has this Rathi for him. From now on, only my mother is everything to me. No one else is in my life, including that idiot, cheater fellow. “ She said herself and drank the hot coffee her mother gave.

Then she went to the bathroom and took head bath assuming she removed him, his memories everything from her and got ready to go to the office

The mother was relieved while seeing the familiar clarity on her daughter's face.

But the smile and naughtiness in her eyes were gone.

The mother only understood that she had something in her mind. But she did not know what it was. Did not ask her daughter either.

Parimalan didn’t inquire anything from her so far without she was saying anything herself openly to her mom. So Parimalam kept quiet and waiting for her daughter to tell about her and what was her inside…

Deeksha didn’t open her mouth. She had breakfaster and advised her mother to be safe at home and left for the office.

She took her Scooty and dusted off.

The opposite wind was blowing in the face of the woman who was flying in that Scooty, was a little temperamental.

The next second the same cold wind touched her face, and she remembered standing close to Nandan on that hill in Delhi and enjoying that cold breeze. Next second, all the other events came in front of her eyes as an inviting guest.

When she remembered those moments and the love her beloved husband shown to her, she was heartbroken.

“Nandan…  how did you manage to change like this ?? You told me that I would be your life, and now that life has wandered in search of you. But you are not even ready to look at me without even noticing me. ” she thought herself with heartbroken and pain on her heart. Tears were ready to roll again.

 At the same time, she remembered her father's face and his words; immediately, she slammed the door of her mind.

"Don't think about him that idiot, cheater anymore," she said to her mind and then went straight to her office without thinking anything.

Thomas had just returned from a foreign country. He found out about her father's closet, mourned for him and then comforted her.

Other office friends mourned her and consoled her. She hid all her sorrows inside and responded to everyone with a blank smile.

It was new to everyone.

They had never seen Deeksha like this. She always came to the office with a smile on her face. They all thought that she was like that because of her father's loss.

But only her inner mind knew that she was stone now because of the idiot who fell in love with her as soon as he saw her, married her in a hurry, celebrated their wedding nights in hurry and sametime had left her in a hurry and washed his hands of everything in the same hurry.

She took a long breath and was able to calm down a bit to focus on her work that had been stagnant for so long.

During the lunch break, she called his mother and told her to eat. She took a mouthful of food and put it in his mouth. At the same time, her mind went to Nandan

"Nandan. ? look at his name. Like that Nandha Gopalan who has been flirting at many women." while thinking about himself as bad buy, her another mind didn’t accept that. It argued with her that he would not have been like that. He would not behave like that. " other mind tried to convince her. But she stared at her mind…

With his memories, she was unable to eat. She left the lid on and got up and walked fast towards the washroom.

On seeing Deeksha’s sorrow, Bhuvana, standing there, touched her shoulder and immediately Deeksha the poor girl hugged Bhuvana and cried with a louder voice.

On seeing Bhuvana’s kindness, Deeksha buried her face in Bhuvana's shoulder and cried rather than dissolving her determination.

Bhuvana also tapped in support and comforted her for a few minutes with tears in her eyes and then she wiped her eyes with a sigh.

"Sorry, Bhuvana. I gave you trouble," she said sadly

"Damn, what's in this, Deeksha ?. but I'm surprised to see you like this. How dare you face everything.

Your father passed away, and you are still grieving like this.

His demise is a significant loss to you. It will be difficult for you. But how to drive life if you are crying thinking about it. Isn't your mother trusting in you? You have to take care of her for her. ”

The comfort she said for her father applies to that Nandan too.

"She's right. Why should I melt thinking of him? I do not want the one who forgot that I do not want him. he is no longer in my life."

 After confirming that, she wiped her face with water again, washed her face and put her head back into her work to clear her face a little.

She kept trying to do the same and brought herself under control to some extent. She was trying to return to normal to some extent.

She did a lot of work during the day to ruin the memory of the cheater Nandan.

She returned to the home early in the evening and taking her mother outside; she kept her time busy going to the temple.

Even though she thought that she had forgotten all that, when she fell in bed at night, his memories came automatically and jumped in front of her eyes.

The love speeches he made and the little words he touched her body, his embrace, his hugging, his kisses all came out of her control and haunted her.

Unable to cope with it, she went berserk.

She took a photo of her father and started talking to him.

“How could he have changed me like this. If someone had said that this Deeksha is melting for someone like this, those who knew her would have laughed.”

Tears were getting ready near her eyes and cried again that he had changed, left her like this, and immediately remembered his father's words.

"Never self-pity. Tears are a weapon that makes women more vulnerable and cowardly.

What's next without regretting the tears that have happened like this ?? We have to think and move forward. "

So she remembered what her father had just said and immediately wiped her eyes.

"This Deeksha will not cry for anything anymore. His faction will not do anything to me." she began to think in her mind.

If she had stopped crying, she would have been heartbroken. After that to bury her pain in herself without always crying, it tightened slightly, and she grew into a rock of hatred on top.

The same hatred seems to continue to this day.

Deeksha was returning to her normal life, forgetting Nandan in a way.

But the next thing that happened was that challenging her how she could forget her loving husband so quickly.